I usually use this blog to post my art work and the pictures that I take, but for some reason I felt that I had to type something down to vent out all my emotional turmoil.
I wonder who all have gone though this kind of an emotion or emotions where you think things are going in the right direction but you feel scared to actually jump ahead in that situation to face it. You know the "get out of your comfort zone" thing. Starting tomorrow I'll be travelling to a completely new city for my new job. So there is one part of me that's really happy, cause well I finally have a job. But on the other hand I feel really low thinking about all the things that I'll have to leave behind. Its not like I have never moved before or never stayed alone away from home, but for some weird reason I feel really really sad. Like I am going away forever never to come back. Maybe its just my reaction to finally be out of my comfort zone.
Why I am typing all this here, well it just seemed like the right thing to do at the moment. I don't regret it at the moment. In fact I feel a little bit better now.
Anyway, If anyone ever reads this, please do share your experience when you moved to another city far far away from home and loved ones. How did you feel?
I wonder who all have gone though this kind of an emotion or emotions where you think things are going in the right direction but you feel scared to actually jump ahead in that situation to face it. You know the "get out of your comfort zone" thing. Starting tomorrow I'll be travelling to a completely new city for my new job. So there is one part of me that's really happy, cause well I finally have a job. But on the other hand I feel really low thinking about all the things that I'll have to leave behind. Its not like I have never moved before or never stayed alone away from home, but for some weird reason I feel really really sad. Like I am going away forever never to come back. Maybe its just my reaction to finally be out of my comfort zone.
Why I am typing all this here, well it just seemed like the right thing to do at the moment. I don't regret it at the moment. In fact I feel a little bit better now.
Anyway, If anyone ever reads this, please do share your experience when you moved to another city far far away from home and loved ones. How did you feel?
